My Precious Ichiban Moment~Kawaii~

As-salam...
Konnichiwa.. <--- another plain greeting

It's been awhile since I updated my blog...
Hehehe, Recently I always rewatch various program involving JUMP member... But, actually, it's only a cut from youtube.. hwaaa... but, it's okay as long as I can see them.. hehe.. and I did a gif picture about a program involving my ichiban, Nakajima Yuuto~!! and my niban, Yabu Kota... They look so damn cute~!!! Wanna look, here their precious time <--- for me

Hahaha..... Actually this is a punishment because the lose in this game. Poor Yabu-nii... It's all was Yuu-chan fault... And the one who play the piper was Yabu-nii..  Yuu-chan akudama..waruu~

 This moment is when Yuu-chan succed for the first round. He looks like a child or a younger sis that successfully had deal with a big challenge and getting her precious big sis. Seriously, kawaiiiiii~

*keshh,~ did i..?

 uwahh~!!! i really love this part. he's kakkkkkooooiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!!!!!!!! although his face right that remind me to Oguri Shun.. But, his reaction,,,, anou.... what can I say....? he's charming,,, again.... hehe

Okay, now you see that... I really l\really really love it...

And, apart from that, yesterday I went to my grandmother's house. She just back from Mecca and did bought lot of accessories and clothes.. Haha.. And also, she bought 'inai' or what we called in English is henna.. I just trying put it on my  arm. I write the name of my two ichiban@bias in kanji -> [Nakajima Yuuto & Inoo Kei] They're beautiful. At first, I don't know that was a henna. But, after I washed it, and it was permanent and my sister told me it is henna, so does it permanent. And I'm realize that I was 'baka' not to realize that I was playing with henna...

There here are.... 

Okay, that's all for my post right now. 
Tata~ Jyaa ne~

P/S: I really dislike the new drama for Chinen Yuuri that involving kissing scene. Hey, he still immature ya know..

Blurry

As-salam and Konnichiwa

It's been long time since I updated my entry, and now I'm back with my current mood is totally blur because I'm really  a blurry person. I'm blur about my future, my personality, my acts towards people and other blurry thing. I really have problem with myself. Hahaha.. maybe you, the people who had read my previous entry think that part of my blog all about my unsatisfied of my life. But, I'm not giving up my life, it just messed  a little (does it?, hahaha, forget it)...

And right now, another complain to remove this load from my bottom of heart .

The truth is, I can't mixed well with people even in virtual. I don't know why but I want to hide my true personality so other people can't read me then deceive me... (hahahaha... like hell my thought, but it's the truth...) my friend think that I weird (just a little) because I know they are 'weirder' than me (in some cases). Hahahaha.. All my friend actually just weird like I am. We will become a shy person in front of crowd especially Mimi, Ana, and I myself. But, I know, they must  have different reason on why they shy in front of people. If I attend some ceremony and get involved with people that I'd know, I'll become petrified and just shut myself off. Although my friends or my close family is around there just like last week when I'm attending my grandma's thanksgiving ceremony for her U'mrah. I'm the only one of the girl's sibling who was going instead of my others' sister.

*Just random picture, I've edited this picture and make it as my timeline's cover on facebook. This two are my ICHIBAN.

*not related, but I'd edited it as he's one of my Ichiban

*I've edited it for my 'big' sister... She really love both of them

When I reach the grandma's house, the presence of my relatives did make me nervous as if they want to ask me or talking with me since I'm the only girl's sibling that show up. And, it end with me, sobbing heavily in my grandma's room when the others relatives talking out there. I don't want to socialize with them because I feared for criticism, yes I admit, I FEARED FOR CRITICISM (but, it's only among the people that we known each other).... I'm  putting a thought that they'll not like me since I'm not a friendly, 'unlooking' good person and so on that can make people comfortable with me.

It goes the same at school if my friend of friend is talking each other, I'll remain silent in my place unlike my other friend like Mimi or Ana or Tihah and Tasneem, they can talking to each other's friend comfortably but sometimes, they'd said they also not comfortable talking with people who are more amazing. What the heck we are... Hahahhahahaha......

Okay, and the conclusion is,
I really can't mixed with people easily, I can't talk to them as they understand what am I trying to say. I'm a poor person on social. Hahahaa.. As you can understand what I'm tried to tell...

Then, jya ne~!
As-salam...
OYASUMI NASAI...

MERDEKA !!!!

As-salam... Hai... apa khabar?
Hari ini adalah hari yang sangat melegakan kerana examku sudah habis !!!!!!! woohooo! tamatlah sudah bebanan di tingkatan 3 ! baru! Kalau spm, mesti lagi teruk, haha......  takpelah, spm tu

Scrap Teacher

lain citer.. sekarang ni aku nak enjoy lepas penat study (ye ke?, ntah) ... Hehe, cerita-cerita sedang menanti untuk ditonton, tunggulah wahai Scrap Teacher, High School Samurai  , Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge, dan seterusnya..
Aku nak baca komik dan novel sepuas-puasnya dan tidur sehabis-habisnya.... main internet sampai tak ingat dunia.. yeah ! hahaha.. rancangan aje sebenarnya.... tapi aku takut nak enjoy-enjoy sebab takut result yang boleh buat aku terlopong  (*0*) tapi, takpelah sebab aku cuma nak lepas stress sebab hari-hari asyik menghadap buku aje.. mana nak muak kan? segala subjek yang bakal disemak, aku pasrah aje....

Samurai High School (japanese drama)

kalau boleh aku nak dapat straight 'A' ... biar semua subjek (BAHASA MELAYU , BAHASA INGGERIS , BAHASA ARAB , MATEMATIK , SAINS , KEMAHIRAN HIDUP BERSEPADU ERT , PENDIDIKAN ISLAM , SEJARAH , dan GEOGRAFI )

Ya Tuhan , tolonglah aku dalam mencapai cita-cita dan impian aku ini, aminnnn..

Yamato Nadeshiko Shichi Henge

Tapi, sekolah tak boleh tinggal . . . . mujurlah cikgu dah adakan aktiviti khas untuk budak tingkatan 3 supaya masa kitorang tak terbuang . . ..  aku rasa bertuah la pulak sebab sekolah kat sini . . . . cikgu kat sini semua nya caring je... memang kebajikan semua pelajar sememangnya terjaga . . . .cikgu kat sini memang terlebih rajin . . . sampaikan makan tengah hari setiap kali peperiksaan atau kelas tambahan cikgu akan sediakan . . . kelas tambahan pulak (kalau sebelum exam) memang tiap-tiap hari tak kira petang atau malam .. . . mintak-mintak la berkat usaha  cikgu dan kitorang sebagai pelajar, dapat mencapai kecemerlangan tak kira sahsiah atau akademik.....

setakat ini lah sahaja catatan saya kali ini, , , , tata...
Wassalam...

p/s: kenapa aku rasa style entri ni skema sikit kali ni ? takpelah, sekali-sekala, kan??? . . . . . . . .

Obsesses NOT obess

hey! say! JUMP!

salam ,
minna, oyasumi-nasai !
today , i want to speak English, coz my exam is coming and i got an english fever ! and i make my big sis got infected ! huahuahua

hey! say! JUMP!

at school, i'm always keep fooling around and when i got the pra pmr result, i get \\woaa/// , a super 'excellent' result ! but, i determine to study and just concentrate to the lesson , but, now i'm become obesses (oh no!) to the male singer group (HEY ! SAY ! JUMP) ...
everyday in my life will not complete if i don't see or hear their song and face ! what should i do now ?! i want to spend everyday and everytime with them ! but, i should study for my exam that will determine my future ! my parents always mumbling about my result. i want to fix it, but i can't ! they (HSJ) chain me with their personality ! i wish that i can forget them just for a minute to pay my full attention to what should i have to do! and just right know, i'm hearing their new song that the theme song for The Smurf movie in Japan version.

among them, i really love NAKAJIMA YUTO and INOO KEI ! they really make my heart jumping over and over and make me crazy ! my sister also are crazy about YAMADA RYOSUKE (theFIGUREHEAD of this group) and ARIOKA DAIKI ..... i don't know what spell did they cast on us that we can't forget than even a minute ! n they were first abroad artist that we became a fanatic fan ! my sisters and i got know them in the drama (HIDARIME TANTEI EYE) that was downloaded by my big bro. actually, we had know them but not in detail coz we didn't care about it .... but, after  we had seen them in many videos, we start to curious about them... and now, we became a SUPER FANATIC FAN ! many artist that we had seen and we comparing, but all of them were different from them. they have their own attraction...
i can tell about them all day long, but NOW,  i have a responsibility to make as a student !

my homework still not  finish ! and if i didn't finish now, i had to borrow my friend's book to cover it ! hehe,,,, it is my tactic if i don't finish my homework since our teacher is the same teacher and the work she gave is the same work too, so i does not a problem except if she want to check it ! and if that happen, i will be sinked in the ocean ! (frighten isn't)
 hahaha ! back to the story of HSJ (hey! say! JUMP!), i had edit the picture of YUTO NAKAJIMA, my prince with me ! want to see? this is it!

 for all the fan that love yuto too, don't be mad ! i'm just expressing my feeling through this !

 that i have to do homework know, then jaa! bye!
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