My Precious Ichiban Moment~Kawaii~

As-salam...
Konnichiwa.. <--- another plain greeting

It's been awhile since I updated my blog...
Hehehe, Recently I always rewatch various program involving JUMP member... But, actually, it's only a cut from youtube.. hwaaa... but, it's okay as long as I can see them.. hehe.. and I did a gif picture about a program involving my ichiban, Nakajima Yuuto~!! and my niban, Yabu Kota... They look so damn cute~!!! Wanna look, here their precious time <--- for me

Hahaha..... Actually this is a punishment because the lose in this game. Poor Yabu-nii... It's all was Yuu-chan fault... And the one who play the piper was Yabu-nii..  Yuu-chan akudama..waruu~

 This moment is when Yuu-chan succed for the first round. He looks like a child or a younger sis that successfully had deal with a big challenge and getting her precious big sis. Seriously, kawaiiiiii~

*keshh,~ did i..?

 uwahh~!!! i really love this part. he's kakkkkkooooiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii~!!!!!!!!! although his face right that remind me to Oguri Shun.. But, his reaction,,,, anou.... what can I say....? he's charming,,, again.... hehe

Okay, now you see that... I really l\really really love it...

And, apart from that, yesterday I went to my grandmother's house. She just back from Mecca and did bought lot of accessories and clothes.. Haha.. And also, she bought 'inai' or what we called in English is henna.. I just trying put it on my  arm. I write the name of my two ichiban@bias in kanji -> [Nakajima Yuuto & Inoo Kei] They're beautiful. At first, I don't know that was a henna. But, after I washed it, and it was permanent and my sister told me it is henna, so does it permanent. And I'm realize that I was 'baka' not to realize that I was playing with henna...

There here are.... 

Okay, that's all for my post right now. 
Tata~ Jyaa ne~

P/S: I really dislike the new drama for Chinen Yuuri that involving kissing scene. Hey, he still immature ya know..

Comic~! Manga Shoujo~! Kyaaaa~

As-salam..

Konnichiwa ....

Hooreyyy~! Today, I want to share my feeling with you... Ahhhh.. it's a relief that I can buy and read manga shoujo@comic after a month controlling myself to not reading or buying them. Yesterday, I went to the mall with my friends and we did bought [so many comic and other merchandise] <--- my friend did.

Hehe, I just bought three because i'm run out of budget. Hehehe.. but, still I'm happy ..
My friend --> Neem , did bought 20 comic and other merchandise of Katekyo Hitman Reborn and Fairy Tale. When we about to pay all the stuff, everyone stare at us weirdly... Hahaha, maybe because of our purchase, and all of them were comic.. We spare our time, choosing the stuff was about an hour. So does it weird.

Okay, now I'll tell about the comics that I bought, anou,,, all of it were shoujo manga, hehehe..

Aku, Dia, dan Pustaka Biru [Me, Him, and Blue Library]

Okay, this comic is about a girl named Asahina[Hina] that work at a private library named 'Blue Library' as the founder of this library love the color of sea and sky. Hina, at first who doesn't love book start to fond it and learn about his employer that was called 'Sensei [Teacher]' as he's actually a writer. Okay, my impression toward this comic, it is a cool story because I like the storyboard as it tell about sea and sky, also the blue color,... Ahh, I love those thing.. The drawing also remind me to other author of shoujo manga that I like it so much --> Obata Yuuki [the drawing of the teens for my background is her/his drawing].. Hehe, Okay, done with this comic, we JUMP to other.. Kikiki...

Lawang Penamat [End Gate]

Umm, there about five story in this comic. Each story was a love story that end up one of them or both of them died.At first, I thought that all of the story was scary and touching as the cover said so, but once I read all of them, it don't fear me at all. But, only one story that was a bit tragic.It's about a boy that was dead return to take an important thing with him. Before he died, he has a childhood friend that actually loved him secretly. And he return to take her with him.. It end with the boy  drove her to the river on a heavy rain and caused her death..<---I like this one.

Sedalam Mana Cintamu! [How Deep Your Love!]

Okay, this one is my favorite because, first, I admire so much the author which is Sugiyama Miwako. I'm even love her/his manga's character [Ikushi] on previous comic that I'd read named.. Cinta, Berusahalah [Love, Strive!] or something like that. *notremember.  Okay, stop for the rewind. This comic is about a girl [Hirayama] who was so confident about herself and always trying to attract her favorite men. She do everything that she think. But, she was stuck with a nerd, well-personality, President of Student Society[Kiriya], every time she did strive her strategy to attract men. Kiriya that fell in love with Sayuri [Hirayama's bestfriend] was asked to cooperate with Hirayama to help each other getting their mate.But, somehow, Hirayama fell in love with Kiriya. The conflict is when she had to compete with her bestfriend, Sayuri to get Kiriya. It end with happy ending. [Hehe, don't wanna tell you]... Totally, I love this comic because of it's drawing and the expanded storyline. There's so much humor that make me laugh out loud.LOL.

Then, I think that's all with my post this time.. Hehe...
Jyaa, mata ne ~

p/s: I'm so happy that I reach for 242 episodes of One Piece anime now.. Kyaaaaaaa~

Lazy Mode;

Gororn goronnr~..

Konnichiwa... As salam..

Ahhhh.. Right now, I'm really in lazy mode.... I'm quiet depressed too as my exam doesn't over yet.... nggah.....

Aiyaakkk,,, I don't want to study.....I just want to stay infront this pc and just watching Luffy and his nakama wandering through the Grand Line... Gyahahahahaa... I think that my head had lost it's screw since I'm addicted to One Piece's anime... Hahahhaha

Once, this anime was aired before at NTV7's channel, but that time I'm not giving my attention that time as I don't understand the story at all .. tehee..

Hyaaa.... actually i'm really bored, going to school everyday, and those exam..... nggahhhh~!!! it stressful ya know..?!!! this Monday, i've Arabic[PAPER II] and Science Test. On the next day, I'll have Economic and Arabic[PAPER I]... And the last day is Principles of Accounting [PAPER I]..... Tasuketeeeee~~~!!!!!

The past Principles of Accounting [PAPER II], I done nothing logical answer (anoo... maybe part of it).. Haisshh, I hope that at least I'll pass the exam. And I've got to study for the exam, but I don't want to~!!!!!!!.....

What most stressing me the most was the Arabic Test. Last exam, I failed while all my friend had pass it~! Aiyooo, I'm jealous with them although actually they were cheating... (kihkihkih... I just reveal their secret,,, am I evil..? ngeee ) 

Actually, I don't like this cheating part, but they make it as it is innocent act.Ngggahh... And with me, unwillingly have to follow the situation although I hate it. I've to pretend that I'm willing with their act. I don't like it when they whispering calling me to ask while the teacher had lost his sight from the student for a moment.... Maaaa...... Why can't I stop it...?

I really have a regret for that....... Okay, maybe that's all for my post..
Jyaa nee~!

p/s: I'm really looking forward for this semester holiday.. It's two week, nyaaaaa......

Blurry

As-salam and Konnichiwa

It's been long time since I updated my entry, and now I'm back with my current mood is totally blur because I'm really  a blurry person. I'm blur about my future, my personality, my acts towards people and other blurry thing. I really have problem with myself. Hahaha.. maybe you, the people who had read my previous entry think that part of my blog all about my unsatisfied of my life. But, I'm not giving up my life, it just messed  a little (does it?, hahaha, forget it)...

And right now, another complain to remove this load from my bottom of heart .

The truth is, I can't mixed well with people even in virtual. I don't know why but I want to hide my true personality so other people can't read me then deceive me... (hahahaha... like hell my thought, but it's the truth...) my friend think that I weird (just a little) because I know they are 'weirder' than me (in some cases). Hahahaha.. All my friend actually just weird like I am. We will become a shy person in front of crowd especially Mimi, Ana, and I myself. But, I know, they must  have different reason on why they shy in front of people. If I attend some ceremony and get involved with people that I'd know, I'll become petrified and just shut myself off. Although my friends or my close family is around there just like last week when I'm attending my grandma's thanksgiving ceremony for her U'mrah. I'm the only one of the girl's sibling who was going instead of my others' sister.

*Just random picture, I've edited this picture and make it as my timeline's cover on facebook. This two are my ICHIBAN.

*not related, but I'd edited it as he's one of my Ichiban

*I've edited it for my 'big' sister... She really love both of them

When I reach the grandma's house, the presence of my relatives did make me nervous as if they want to ask me or talking with me since I'm the only girl's sibling that show up. And, it end with me, sobbing heavily in my grandma's room when the others relatives talking out there. I don't want to socialize with them because I feared for criticism, yes I admit, I FEARED FOR CRITICISM (but, it's only among the people that we known each other).... I'm  putting a thought that they'll not like me since I'm not a friendly, 'unlooking' good person and so on that can make people comfortable with me.

It goes the same at school if my friend of friend is talking each other, I'll remain silent in my place unlike my other friend like Mimi or Ana or Tihah and Tasneem, they can talking to each other's friend comfortably but sometimes, they'd said they also not comfortable talking with people who are more amazing. What the heck we are... Hahahhahahaha......

Okay, and the conclusion is,
I really can't mixed with people easily, I can't talk to them as they understand what am I trying to say. I'm a poor person on social. Hahahaa.. As you can understand what I'm tried to tell...

Then, jya ne~!
As-salam...
OYASUMI NASAI...