You know, there is a thousand of wires in one box, they labyrinth by themselves trying to find and connect to the right one. But, there too many wrong connection that make them stretch or something that really messing it.
I just want to take a scissor or something that can cut it really bad. Or maybe I can use an axe? Oh, it doesn't matter nah...
How I can put it. Right now I'm really in a stress mood. My problem is I want to move school really bad. Although my current school is superb excellent for me, but my willing to move too strong that I can't receive anyone's advice to obstruct my desire. It's true that if I stay schooling at my current school will make a profit for myself, but in other hand, this make me really stress. There are too pressure that I can't bear. If I get low grade, I'll be pressed to improve my grade and they'll make anything for it and that is what I can't abide. It burden me.
Since I went to a camp that was held on my school, I lose my fun to study and it make me confuse about my future. It's so hard for me to receive it's objective. It's not that I'm a robot or something, it just me who have my own ....what can I say, okay just leave it.
Today, my counselor call me and my friends because of our grade in Arabic Language. That moment, my heart burst and said, 'don't worry teacher, I'm not gonna burden you to stay in this school, just talk to my parents that I want to move, they'll sure to consider it' ... What..? It just crossed my mind at that time. But, if I could make it.
But I wonder if I'll regret it. To many things that I'd done and I'd think if I'll regret it somedays. This thought that restive me around this age. And because of that I'd always debt my decision. And simply question that required a complex answer haunt me.
"Dou sureba? @ What should I do? Is my life walking to the right path? Or I'm just playing with my nonsense worried?"
Because of this thought, I came to an idea, what will happen if I quit school. Ahh~!!!!!!!
Again, a ridiculous idea came up from a messing head.
Okey, full stop for this thought. Forget it!
