i thought all of you generally...
i don't want to care other's people stuff that they might don't want other people to know.
just imagine you being in their's shoe. I can't tell this straight to your face because I don't want you to misunderstand me. You'd said that you don't care 'bout other people, yet you came at my place nagging about other people stuff. If you tell good part about people, yes I can accept it. But everyday, I come to hear from your mouth is other people's bad.
I don't want to judge people include you because you also have many good parts about yourself. I like you. It just that thing that I can't stand. But, to tell this directly you is just frightened me. I used to cry all day long and many days after that just because I keep my distance with others that I scared that I hurt them with my word. To say other people's bad to others, I try not to do that because my mom use to say to me, "don't ever insult or say this people is bad, this people do nothing but hurt other people or something, that someday we can't predict if Allah contradict our heart and we have no different with what we said to others earlier." So I choose not to say anything about other people's bad except it become a need if the person will endanger others. Other than that, I can't do it.
So, from the bottom of my heart, I want you to change that part of yours. I'm always read this saying that if you want to go to Jannah, take others with you or the others will pull you to the Jahannam.
Seriously, I'm also scared with that. I hope that I am strong enough to talk to you face to face than typing this, hoping that you'll read this and get what I want to deliver.
It's not that I'm a person with angelic heart or what, but I'm trying at least not to be a silent devil.
