I think I'm rarely have times nowadays as I grew up I realize I have to many things to do in this age. Looking back past this time, I think I had enough play times and always living in my world by not looking around and look things on different perspectives. I'd reviewed all my blog post in the past and I found them too embarrassing to be read because it's so immature. Hahahaha... just look in what ages I wrote that. If I have a time machine, I want to return to that time when I post that writing, a piece of advice and a quick smack on my 'young-head' would do.
Now I understand what I learn in class this days about human development (child-teen-adult). I can see the differences of my ways of communication, writing, how I develop my ideas and my thinking's pattern. It's all in an appropriate order. Though I'm really embarrassing with my old way of mine that I want to slap my face really hard, still I will not delete it cause in the future I can look back like this and say to myself, "I have come all this way to become like this." Somehow, it's kind of things that I hope I can say happily. Happy that maybe things would not go as I want, still I can look it in other viewpoint, realizing that life have got many tricks to tease us.
And oh. I'd already change this blog's name after almost two years using "Secondary Child" as a blog title. It is that I'm in my way on self-upgrading. I use "Secondary Child" before because I think that I'm a child in all the ways of my life with a little different from real child. But now, I use "Voikukka" which means 'Dandelion' in Finnish, to describe myself as I'm in a journey, leaving my old self (read it in a term of 'improving') to reach some achievement in my life, at least for people around me, family, etc. Really, I think I have too many aspects of myself (first) that need to be improved before I can step out to enter other people's world. Thereto, on the way of engaging myself with this profession (a-teacher-to-be I hope), something must be done about me first. Okay, that's my point.
So, overall, I think this is a good pace for me to start.
Kay. Bye. WAssalamualaikum.
