Today, my mood is better because i'd watched Sexy Zone video on their song like Knock! Knock! Knock! and 'I See The Light' . Their song was totally amazing. I'm amused by watching them.
Actually I'm kinda tired being a fan for my fandom.
It's not like that I hate them, but I think that most of my time is wasting for them. Maybe the part that make me feel tired for this fandom because I'd viewed too much fanbase and make me thinking them a lot. But, the reason why I become their fan because they make my heart feel excited to know, to hear, to watch and more about them.
Ya know, everyday and every hour, I kept talking about it, about Hey! Say! JUMP and etc. When I'm blogging, or surfing internet or doing something else, I'm thinking about how they live and doing. At school too, I always imaging how they study or what they doing if they're playing or something. Did they live like a normal person or their celebrity's title differentiate their live with other. Whoahaha... I'm like their delusion stalker or shall I call it what?
I'm use to think, will someday I get bore 'biasing' them? And what will happen to them as they keep raising? Am I still their fan? Until I@them getting old? I know if my answer is 'yes' then my word that said "I'll keep support you forever!" or something like that is totally crap~!
I cheat on my own word. I hate doing it. So it means, what I do and what I love to be is my seriousness. Maybe, I said maybe someday I am not what I think now. Like 'they' said ' People can change' . Actually I'm not even know who 'they' said that. So, why should I admit it? Oh, I know it's the mind who process it and make the mind and soul make it true. Okay, leave it! Back on the topic. I don't know what I'm saying though. It's me who love
to say random thing. Now, I think I'd say to much that unrelated to my first aim writing this post. It's time to say 'oyasuminasai' that means
GOOD NIGHT~!
