Hi whoever reading this though I'm pretty sure I'm the only one who keen to this blog post. So, I've skipped a year without any posting here.
So many things had happen in 2020. All bittersweet moment that I think there's too many bitter pills to swallow than sweet pills. I've encountered illness and death of family member, another heartbroken and joys from friendship and relationship. It all happen in 2020. Nevertheless, I'm grateful for all those things. It teach me some lesson, in hard and alluring ways.
November 2019, I've got job, meeting new people, involved in new circle. Surviving the new era in life. Lived together with my head of department. 2020, moved. Being the only teacher, handle all new things by myself, no nearest mentor to refer. February 2020, my dearest uncle passed away without any prior signs. Shocked, got anxiety attack upon absorbing the situation. Felt all alone. March 2020, pandemic stroke onto all nations. I'm with the youngers. Act as the head of family since our family part as two. New normal and everything changed. Dad fell ill. Admitted even to ICU, diagnosed with renal failure. Got back to work. Some things happened. I've fell into mess. A lot of bittersweet memories created.
Suddenly I'm 24. The next day I'm already 25. Suddenly it's like my car plate number. 2875. It accelerate so fast. But then, to this paranoia personality I got a feeling that it'll going to down like the numbers.
Okay, till next time. Need to do the laundry,
